she lets out a laugh to seem okay.

she replys minutes later trying to act like she dont care.

but how long can a girl last like this?


she looks at you from the corner of her eye acting like she dont see you.

she passes by where you walk so you notice her, only to be ignored.

but how long can a girl last like this?


you treat her feelings like a rollercoaster, because you like the ride.

your smile, voice, looks, humor, taste, all attract her to you,

and its so hard to break free cause you dont let her.

but how long can a girl last like this?


they fight, they laugh, they play, and they act like nothing happened

they repeat, and repeat, and repeat, until he just disappears.

although that just leaves her wanting more and at the same time wanting to leave.

but how long can a girl last like this?


then when all games are done, and things seem normal

they find it weird because there is nothing to fight about.

he becomes a sweet stranger, but that puts a smile on her face.

but how long can a girl last like this?


she fools herself into thinking he is worth it,

nothing keeping her from what she wants.

how long can a girl last like this?

well there isnt a straight answer because a girl will continue to chase,

until its to hard and her heart is broken.



Obama Will Be Missed.

So today I was going through twitter and was seeing a bunch of things that people would miss from Barack Obama, and I just want to share with you a few of my favorite things that  I saw!

Are Trumps follower regretting their decision?


I saw an article on CNN last night and under is basically what was said.     

The alt-right is having a falling out (with not only their President-elect) but even more instances with each other. The white nationalist who coined the term alt-right, Richard Spencer, he’s the same man who stood at a podium shortly after Donald Trump’s election and shouted “Hail Trump!” while several in the crowd celebrated the victory with a Nazi salute. But listen to him now, you can now nice in the tone he speaks of Donald Trump. “I am getting worried that he won’t work on really big important issues like immigration — that he’ll get caught up on little things like making fun of people on Twitter” is Richard Spencer told CNN. Some others in the alt-right are starting to wonder if Trump is really their guy. They’ve become increasingly critical of his Cabinet picks, and the fact that he’s admitted that Russia did in fact engage in hacking leading up to the election. Some of them (white nationalist) distancing themselves from the alt-right label, although many of the extreme nationalist views remain.

“The alt-right has become about white identity politics,” said Mike Cernovich to CNN. The alt-right is a relatively small group of people who mostly congregate on Twitter and the dark web. But in the past two years, they’ve become more public, and are pushing their way into the mainstream. But the alt-right has always been a fractured movement, made up of differing racist views. Some are clearly anti-Semitic, while others are accepting of Jews. Almost all of them are pro-radical immigration reform. Other white supremacists told CNN they’re frustrated- they believed Trump would align more closely with their white nationalist and racist views.

My views on it were as follows… 

It is scary to think that out there, there is a group of people that voted for trump because they are basically racist. Now that they see that Trumps promises- especially the ones with people being deported and quicker out of here- they’re questioning his position. One good thing is that they are repelled by Trump admitting to the hacking with the Russians, and that makes them think twice on who they supported to be the 45th president. This is a group of individuals that are- racist, aggressive, and some are too extreme. Although many of them are starting to separated in different views in different topics involving Donald J. Trump.

9 Months.

I last 8 months being a full on vegan. 1 month a vegetarian. Today being the third day, i am now neither and have gone ham on eating meat. for those of you that don’t know: ham means going all out on something or like exaggerating on the subject. My body wasn’t or should i say used to processing meat yet so i obviously don’t feel the best. but i have decoded that i will no longer be any of those two. Starting tomorrow i will eat whatever and whenever i want to. And most importantly i will jot feel guilty about it because life is to short to live unhappy.

Maybe in the near future i will go back into being vegan because do not get me wrong it wasn’t it all bad. I did very much enjoy it for some time. but for now i need to grow and make it easier for my mom. I still believe that animals and friends and not food. But i want to make that statement in a different way for now. 8101205

Tightly Tied Together.

     I joined the PSN swimming about four or five months ago, and I didn't expect to only love my team but also find out that it more than that here. Here at PSN is more of a family, and just like a team, we all support each other. But like a family we play around, fight, talk, and make everyone feel comfortable like if it really was another home. The reason behind the black and white is so you won't get distracted with the colors and pay attention to the emotions and how close we are. These few pictures are a small token that shows just how close I have learned this team is, and I'm so glad that I have had the chance to be a part of it. 

Can we accept it already.

Green Party presidential nominee Jill Stein defended her recount efforts Monday, even though she admits there is no evidence of fraud at the ballot box. Green Party officials filed for a recount in Wisconsin Friday after some limited reports of possible voting discrepancies in areas that used paper ballots versus those where electronic voting took place.  Stein has raised more than $5 million online for the recount in the state, which state officials estimate will cost about $3.5 million. Stein’s campaign plans to request a recount in Michigan by Wednesday, and is working to organize the hundreds of petitions needed to get one started in Pennsylvania. President-elect Donald Trump charged accused Stein of using this as a fundraising ploy by the Green Party and Stein, but she denied that she’s doing this for that reason. Hillary Clinton’s campaign said Saturday it will take part in efforts to push for recounts in several key states, joining with Green Party candidate Jill Stein. But, in a post on Medium, Marc Elias, the campaign’s counsel, said the campaign’s own investigation has not uncovered any evidence of hacking of voting systems. On Monday, Michigan’s secretary of state office announced that President-elect Donald Trump won Michigan’s 16 electoral votes.That brought the final electoral tally for Trump 306, while former Democratic nominee Hillary Clinton has 232 electoral votes.Clinton continues to lead Trump for the country’s popular vote by about 2 million votes, and the lead is likely to grow as votes continue to be counted.But Trump on Saturday dismissed the recount and said that “the election is over.” The President-elect blasted the Green Party’s effort as a “scam” and accused the party’s nominee, Jill Stein, of trying to reel in donations that she won’t actually spend on a recount.

In my opinion these people are dragging everything out, more than it need to be and causing to much commotion. I don’t see the reason in recounting the ballots, Donal Trump won end of story. Now lets get on with our lives and see what his next move is and not find ways to fins a way to over throw him. and okay what if they start recounting all the ballots because they believed it was tampered with, well how do we know it isn’t being tampered with by these other formal candidates to prove that trump one out of a mistake. No, the people spoke and decided the wanted a change in this country and picked a candidate that devastated many citizens but also brought joy to many other people in different states that voted fro his presidency. Honestly Jill Stein, as one of my friends stated in class, “this is why you had 0.1% chance of winning.”

ps: this is a bit late. but you know what the say better late than never. Plus the last paragraph is really what I think of the situation.


Sunday Vibes

Silky sheets covered our soft skin,

while sunlight was slipping through the cracks of the curtain.

A yawn escapes his peachy plump lips with the smell of gin,

and the clock strikes two in the afternoon,tumblr_o39no5cnmi1rhzmgqo1_500

with the coffee just beginning to brew.

Slowly getting up and stretching every limb,

no need for rush and taking our sweet time.

We play mellow music in the background,

we sway to the music side by side.

Losing tracks of the pancakes that are sizzling in the pan.

Syrup all over the black and golden crispy pancakes,

a sticky mess as we share one fork.

Sitting on the porch with a book in one hand and an orange in the other,

I can feel his stare intensely up into the gloomy sky.

Lighting strikes and we head inside,

towards the couch right beside the window.

We sit in a comfortable silence,

taking in the sunday vibes.

Slowly we drift off into a nap with my head on his lap.


What I Think It Is To Be Human

What is it to be human?

To breath, eat, talk, socialize, and be someone that functions day and night?

No, it’s more than that.

To be human is to make mistakes, laugh, make memories that you will have for the rest of your life.

To forgive people, accept people, and to accept who you are yourself.

You have to go through different stages in your life to figure out who you are. Reach deep down and you will find yourself.

To be human is a challenge in today’s society. To be yourself. To speak and think freely without somebody bashing you and telling you how to act or think or breath.

Being human is to be: YOU.

Oh wonder has made a recent video of what it is to be human. You should check it out.

The beginning of a new series

I find it hard to find different things to talk about on this blog, so i have decided that i will be doing a review on different books, movies, songs or artists, a piece of art, clothing. Anything that i have experienced or seen and ill be sharing my thoughts and insights on the particular subject.

WARNING! for movies and books, i will try not to have any spoilers but they are unavoidable when I’m letting you know my insight of the overall. So i will always give a summary and then break it down.

I will most likely be doing this every single week. But only on one thing. So i will be changing it up, and this series will most likely take place on Sundays.

Because we are Sunday people.

P.S. if you feel like that sounds familiar, this is already gonna be a   great start.                                                             "Tuesday's With Morrie"